Monday, 08 June 2009

• Dear God,

  You know what I don't understand? God. I've had issues for about three years now with the whole God thing, and now, when I've actually become involved with church and stuff He gives me a reason not to believe.

  Tell me, how can God rip someone, so full of life, someone just begining to grow, from this world? Why do people die? It's not right, and I know I have stereotypical feelings towards the idea of death but honestly, just listen to this story:

  My cousin Jamie. I thought she was perfect in more ways than one. She was beautiful, but kind. Not the most willing to go to college, but she went to cosmetoligy school and made something of herself. Dated a boy named Jake for a long time. Was just getting back together with him. They were planning to move to South Carolina is what I was told at her funeral.

  Then she got a cold one weekend. That Wednesday she was admitted to the hospital with pnumonia. Normal, not so much, but do healthy 23 year old girls die of pnumonia?! No, they daon't. She was put into a drug induced coma on Thursday, and guess what, she died on Friday. Died, just like that. The day before Valentines day. How does this happen? I don't understand. I loved her. She was my cousin, someone to look up to.

  Tell, someone, how can God be so cruel?

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